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  • Studio Update

    I've been tired today, too tired perhaps to trust myself working in the studio.  Instead it has been a slow knitting and reading day, but I do want to make a progress report, so let's see if I can string words together. 

     

    Amandier3

     

    Most of my knitting time has been spent on the Summer Wine cardigan.  The lace pattern consists of a fairly simple four-row repeat and it is easy enough knit, even on evenings I am very tired; it is also simple enough to unknit as needed.  That has happened a couple of times as well.  I took a break to recheck my math once I started the armhole shaping, in a mad panic, somehow thinking I had made an error. I hd not.   The armscye shaping is now done.  There is some slight variation between right and left, but now I just have to knit even for another 10 centimeters, when I will begin the left shoulder shaping. 

     

    This cardigan is fairly fitted through the shoulders and upper chest, and only slightly past waist length overall.  The shoulder shaping will not be symmetrical, but I've been pretty consistently rewriting the fit on my knitted projects, based on the sloper I made, what two years ago now? 3?  Some of the sizing has changed, and I've accommodated that, but the shoulder shaping has not.    I've been very happy with my progress Improving the fit of my sweaters and the results are well worth the time involved.  I will have to do some recaclulating when it comes to shaping the tops of the sleeves, especially as each sleeve will be slightly different, and I haven't really perfected a system for that.  This might just be a fiddly bit of math that I have to do with every project.  But smooth sailing now, just finishing this piece, the back, and then the two fronts before calculating the sleeves.  I almost always end up redoing the math on sleeves anyway.

     

    But I've also been sewing, and perhaps putting in more time in the sewing room than knitting.

     

    I washed a stack of linen with plans to make some summer pants and tops.  The pants take priority because I have summer dresses in my closet, plenty of tops, and three skorts, but not really any summer pants.   Because it is summer, and it is hotter than usual here, I have been thinking "easy, casual, loose" and so the plan has been to make some fairly wide-legged, pull-on elastic-waisted pants.

     

    Upon searching my pattern stash, I found I had four possible patterns.

     

    PantsPatterns

     

    Three of the patterns are by Simplicity, one by Hot Patterns.  Although I have many pants patterns, these are the only ones that call for a woven fabric and have an elastic waist.  I have a two one-seam pants patterns, which I intentionally did not wish to use for these pants.    The ponte pants I made in the spring were also based on a Simplicity pattern, and I thought that might give Simplicity some advantage here, but nonetheless I looked at all four patterns before progressing.

     

    All three of the simplicity patterns were meant to sit at the actual waist.  They were pretty similar through the hips, with the same ease and basic lines.  All had the same crotch curve, which was in fact the same curve as the pattern I used for the aforementioned ponte pants.  This gave Simplicity an advantage.  The differences were in the width and shape of the legs.  The crotch curve on the Hot Patterns Marrakesh design was different from both the simplicity pattern, and the curve I had created for my own knit pants, giving it one negative strike at the outset.  The Marrakesh pants pattern also has a grown on waist, and I specifically wanted a separate waist band, strike two for Hot Patterns.

     

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    I decided to start with Simplicity 9147 (above) using the straight leg version (View C) as it was closest to what I had in mind.  However all of the Simplicity patterns only went up to a size 14, so the first thing I needed to do was grade the pants up.    First I graded the pants to a size 18.  The pattern calls for 4 inches of ease through the hips, and I knew this would not be enough ease in the back pattern pieces; possibly not in the front either.   I also altered the back crotch curve to match the crotch curve that I had created on the ponte pants, which basically meant creating a deeper curve with a longer extension.  I basically just copied this from the curve of the knit pattern, then added extra wide seam allowances and sewed my first draft.

     

    You don't get any in-progress pictures.  There were a couple of iterations, but I learned a lot from the process.   I've always had trouble with pants, but my goals were basic.  Straight of grain perpendicular to the floor, straight side seams, no skewing.  Sounds easy, but it never is with me.  I've been in all kinds of fitting classes where we've done all kinds of odd things and it remains a struggle.   Now it feels like I am finally beginning to understand.

     

    Basically, all I needed to do was add width at the high hip in the back, and alter the crotch curve and center seams.  In the end, I ended up using the front crotch curve from the size 14 pattern, with the deeper longer curve on the back pieces.  These then had to be graded to work together.  I also needed to shorten the center front seam by 2 inches and lengthen the pattern at the center back by 2 inches.    This ended up being exactly the correction I had needed to make on the pattern for the knit pants, although I actually understood it better this time around. It is for this basic reason that both my first woven and knit pants were for basically straight leg pants with a waistband that sits at the waist.  These patterns make a good jumping off point for future work on pants.

    Muslin

     

    Here you can see half of a muslin, side by side front and back pieces, with the center back at the bottom and the center front at top.  This shows the basic progression although some additional fiddling was necessary before everything was transferred to a new paper pattern. But it was this view, this photo that sparked an "AHA!" moment that really helped clarify my thinking.

     

    After a couple of days. working on muslins, the first pair of pants, out of a medium-heavy weight linen double jacquard, were pretty easy.  

     

    White Pants

    I cut the elastic for the waistband a little large, and the pants slip down about an inch with wear.  You can see that in the photo.  It is something I will have to fix, but not yet.  The temperature is in the mid 90's and humid, and I am perfectly happy not having a fitted waist band at the moment

    BlueJapanese

    I've since cut two more pairs of pants, one in a fine, tightly woven black linen, and one in this pretty Japanese cotton.  The black pants have been sewn except for the waistband and the hems.  I didn't finish them today because I am tired enough that I think I should stay away from sergers with cutting blades.

     

    I also have a pale gray linen with a bit of a lilac undertone that I intend to use for both pants and the layered vest shown in the pattern photo above.  Vests are in right now, but not necessarily this kind of vest. I'm not sure if the currently trendy version fits into my very casual lifestyle at this point anyway, but the point is moot until I progress further with pant fitting. 

  • A Walk Through the Garden

    I've spent a lot of time in the garden this spring.  Now that summer has officially arrived, it is too hot for me to be out but for the early morning hours.  Still I am happy.  I had a landscape crew do most of the heavy lifting, but the weeding, watering, and maintenance is all mine, plus ,loving a few things about, here and there.

     

    Garden1

    It all makes me very happy.

    Garden2I've spent more time sitting outside as well.  That is partly because I've been more dedicated to taking care of things, to getting my energy back, perhaps just to the mental shift that requires me to reclaim more of who I was once was.  I'm not ready to lose her, but she was embattled and energy lost is hard to reclaim.

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    Luckily I have a shady oasis in the mornings.

    Garden9And I've been shifting planters around, brightening my spaces with flowers.  That took a little time, and has been a gradual process.  I had to add something new, then make sure I put in the time and energy to actually water everything and keep it happy, before adding more.  I have failed at this a lot in the past.  It has taken a lot of dedication to push myself to build my energy back up, but it was ether push forward or give up.  I'm all for pushing.

    Garden5

    Plants still need to fill in but now instead of empty spaces and failure, I see hope and promise.

    Garden6

    Yes there is still a lot of weeding, but now I feel motivated to keep up.  I've a nasty habit of seeing the things I haven't done instead of the things I have accomplished, but this year, I am looking more at the good, and working more to eliminate those nagging doubts, and those creeping stoloniferous weeds.

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    It is a nice mix of the established beds I put in years ago now, and the new.  The promise, and commitment, of trying to keep newly planted things alive.  The hope that is ever present, even in the vegetable garden, which I didn't eve really start planting until June, too late really, because I was too occupied elsewhere, but better than not starting it at all.

    Garden4

    At least there will be a bumper crop of raspberries.

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    As well as flowers, and doorways, both new and familiar.

     

  • On and Off the Needles

    My knitting mojo has been restored.  Not that it ever really left, but somehow knitting had slipped into a very low gear for a couple of months.

     

    Then I finished a sweater.  I started a new project.  Actually I started two new projects, and there is always something compelling about the new.  Now there are three projects on the needles, and an untold number of UFOs.  

    Crows

    But let's start with that which has been recently finished.  A Murder of Crows has been completed.  Knit from the pattern of the same name by Dawn Barker using Barker's own BFL fingering wool.  I loved knitting this sweater.  It doesn't look like much flat on the pavement, but I love the fit.  It is exactly what I wanted even though this is not exactly the season in which it will get much, if any wear.   I have plans, and wool, to knit another.

     

    But first a few other things.

     

    I wasn't really bored with Crows before it was done, wasn't really  itching to start something new, but I also knew that I needed something on the needles beside the  green rayon ribbon cardigan I am also knitting.  Although I love the fabric and will undoubtedly love the final sweater, I find the knitting itself fiddly, and the process of ironing and winding ribbon tedious as all get-out.  That sweater started in one piece from the bottom up, and I've just divided it into sections at the armscye, finished the right front, and started the left front piece.  Now I need to wind yarn again.  I refuse to rush myself.  In all likelihood I won't be wearing this sweater before October.  I love the idea of the finished sweater, but if this were all I were knitting, I would be in a state of despair.

     

    I needed another project, or even two.  Two ended up being the magic number. 

    Green

    I walked into the yarn closet and the first thing that caught my attention was a bag of Lang Cashmere light in two shades of green.  The yarn was purchased for a particular project, but that is not the project I am knitting.  I found the pattern, which was written for a single color with an option of using two or more colors.  Except that there were no instructions for how to deploy those colors.  I had no picture, just a vague idea in my head.  I thought about contacting the designer but in the end just went my own way and drew a rough sketch and started knitting.  I am happy with the results so far.   The plan is either for a wrap of some sort, or a simple rectangular shawl, details yet to be determined.   Knit on size 10 1/2 needles with simple geometric color blocking this should be a relaxing knit.

     

    Amandier1

     

    About the same time that I was finishing up the last sleeve on A Murder of Crows,  I was at Loopville, my LYS, when I came across a batch of Rowan Summerlite 4ply cotton in a delicious muted wine color.  I fell immediately in love and decided to knit Martin Storey's jacket, Amandier.   This is knit on much smaller needlesand although the lace pattern is simple, the knitting requires a little more attention than the cashmere shawl above.  I've just finished the 16 rows of garter stitch that form the bottom band on the back of the sweater and am about to change from size 1 needles to size 2 and begin the lace pattern.  

     

    Filled with anticipation and eagerness for anything new, I am entranced with both of these projects at the moment.  I want to knit and ignore everything else in life, but that really won't be possible.  I will iron and wind that ribbon yarn.  Eventually, any way.

     

     

     

     

     

  • April Books

    The problem with book posts is that very often there are books about which I have nothing to say.  They may have been disappointments.  I may have enjoyed reading the books, and even felt them to be useful, but still not found them so interesting that I wish to write a blog post.   The question then becomes whether or a not a list of books is worth maintaining on this blog.  I have a list of books I've read elsewhere, but if this blog is a place to review what is actually capturing my fancy or on my mind, book lists may prove to be useless.

     

    I "read" eight books in April.  The word read is in quotation marks because I listened to two of those books on Audible while I was working on embroidery or other needlework.  I spent over 60-hours on embroidery in late March and early April, more than enough time to listen to two volumes of the Robert Jordan Wheel of Time series.  I enjoyed them.  Do I have anything to say about them? No.  Do I consider listening to books the same as reading?  The answer to that really depends on the type of book and the circumstances, but generally I would say "not really", although listening to books simply to gather information, or for distraction or entertainment can be a profitable pursuit.  Do audio books count as books or not?  I remain undecided, but I am leaning toward yes, although I recognize that I do not process things I hear in the same way I process the written word.  A good book, a highly worthwhile book, may require two readings to fully absorb, and there is no reason why that first, lay-of-the-land reading could not be in the form of an audiobook.    Of course there are a lot of books that are only worth a quick once-through, perhaps even a skim.  And the number of books that really hold up to deep reading, books from which more is revealed with each pass, are few. Despite this,  all books we read, whether for knowledge or escape, contribute to who we are and what we think and believe.

     

    Here I am back at the list.  To continue from my last post:

     

    20.    Caesar: Life of A Collosus, Adrian Goldsworthy  (biography)

    21.    Troubled: A Memoir of Foster Care, Family and Social Class, Rob Henderson (memoir)

    22.    The Heaven and Earth Grocery Store, James McBride (novel)

    23.     The Girl Giant,  Kristen den Hartog (novel)

    24.    The Vulnerables, Sigrid Nunez (novel)

    25.    Winter's Heart,  Robert Jordan (novel)

    26.    The Color of Water,  James McBride (memoir)

    27.    Crossroads of Twilight, Robert Jordan (novel)

     

    The first two books, Caesar and Troubled, were both fabulous and thought-provoking although for very different reasons.  Most of Caesar was read in March although I finished at the beginning of April.  It reminded me of a lot of things about Rome I once knew but which had slipped to the back of my memory, and I learned much about both Julius Caesar and Rome.  This was a fabulous informative, well-written, compelling biography. I do, however, understand that I need to read the book again in order to fully absorb it.  

     

    Troubled was also fascinating and thought provoking, a faster read but well worth thinking about.   The book is well written, but the prose is a bit terse and guarded, no grandiose memoirist Henderson.  Still the story was both sad and thought-provoking.   I may disagree with some of Henderson's theories and agree with others, but agreement with the author's premise is never a prerequisite for liking a book —  I would simply expect the author to make me think, and Henderson does that.  I'm not convinced the book deserves the kind of focused rereading that Adrian Goldsworthy's book does, nor do I find it as complex, but I do need to engage with the book a little further if for no other reason than to better formulate my own response.

     

    Most of the fiction was read for entertainment reasons.   As mentioned above, I listened to the two novels by Robert Jordan.  I am enjoying the series, and it is actually rather complex and intellectually interesting.  I will probably read in its physical form some day.  

    I read James McBride's The Heaven and Earth Grocery Store a second time, for my book club, and I although I enjoyed thoroughly, very little new was revealed.  It seems to straddle the line between commercial and literary fiction, with some literary aspects but the basic formula and neatly resolved ending that usually comes with commercial fiction.  There is probably a name for this category, I call it "book club" fiction.  Reading the novel again did prompt me to  read McBride's memoir of his mother The Color of Water, because on this reading of the novel it struck me that a number of the characters and plot points were based on McBride's own family story.  That impression was confirmed.  I suspect the novel could only have evolved out of what began with the memoir, and yet I still find the novel more fully realized and interesting.

     

    Of the two remaining novels, Kristen den Hartog's novel The Girl Giant, was well written, thoughtful and somewhat engaging in a rather quiet way, but I never really connected with it.  In fact I felt it rather bland, but that is all about me.  

     

    The novel I did love was Sigrid Nunez's novel The Vulnerables.. This was definitely a literary novel, and in many ways a "small" novel, taking place over a short period of time in the life of a single character.  I found that a great deal of Nunez's auto-fictional musings on art, life, literature engaging and compelling.  In fact a lot of the passages I copied out in my journal reference literature, from Dickens to Brecht, not so much directly,  but the way the author uses literature as an internal framework for the journeys that encompass a life.  Due to its literary nature, there are no answers here, no pat conclusions.  It is a book I will pick up again and again to read the odd passage.

  • Playing With My Food 2

    Happy Memorial Day Weekend!

    For me this weekend has been designated a weekend of rest following a particularly busy spring.  More busy than I would prefer.  Whether or not it has actually been busier than other springs may be up for debate, although I have certainly been more stressed than usual.  Whether this is a factor of busyness or the ever-evolving, and revolving, process of change, remains undecided.  Whatever the source, I increasingly believe that doing more does not necessarily lead to a better life.  Possibly quite the opposite.

     

    Venison

     

    Still, one must eat.  I eat at home most of the time; for the most part I eat home-prepared meals, although a significant number of those meals were merely functional:  meat, poultry, fish and a vegetable or two.  Cooked but not cooking.  Does that make any sense?  Quality of ingredients remained important, but simplicity was paramount, as in the simply seared axis venison loin and spinach above.  I am also not above an occasional meal of cheese, olives, crackers and a glass of vermouth.  But eventually the urge to play returns.

     

    In April I started cooking from Ann Taylor Pittman and Scott Mowbray's cookbook The Global Pantry Cookbook.  It was the Food 52 cookbook club cookbook of the month, and as is sometimes the case, I was initially skeptical.  Not because I was not interested in the global pantry, but because my pantry already contains many of the book's featured ingredients and I use them frequently so I wondered if there was anything new.  I shouldn't have worried.  I was also, it occurs to me now, both ready to play, but not ready to experiment.  This cookbook then, was a good place to start.  Many of the recipes I prepared were in fact, quite retro.  There is something about that I think, when we are opening the door to some new self, we also wish to hold onto the past a little more tightly.

     

    Hamburger1

    I started with "Hamburger Steaks with Rich Onion Gravy".  I eat hamburgers frequently, I usually eat them on a plate not on a sandwich; hence I normally eat hamburger "steaks" even though I don't use that term.  I often sauté onions or mushrooms to top those burgers, the same way my mother prepared them when I was a child.  As a child I think I ate far more hamburgers with mushroom gravy than I ever ate hamburger sandwiches on a bun. So the question was, "How is this different?"  

     

    First off, Pittman and Mowbray add breadcrumbs to their burger mix, making a burger that is, to my mind anyway, more of a giant meatball than it is a burger. I didn't do this, even though it is a common enough technique.  I simply mixed salt and pepper into my burger meat.  I did, however, cook the burgers in a cast iron skillet as recommended in the recipe.  This is classic burger technique and nothing new.  After the burger is cooked the authors add onions to the pan drippings and sauté them until golden.  Again, classic, something I have done for 50 some odd years with either onions or mushrooms.   Finally,  in the last step, their recipe shifts from my classic version.  I might deglaze the pan with wine and follow with broth or stock to make a pan gravy.  I don't usually add flour, instead cooking down the pan juices until syrupy.  If feeling generous, a pat of butter may be added at the end.  Pittman and Mowbray do it differently.  They whisk flour into their stock, which is also classic American cookery.  Their global tip is to add a generous dollop of white miso which adds richness in mouthfeel and umami to the pan sauce.  I liked the result.  I did use flour, but less than called for, as the gluten-free flour blend I had at hand included xanthan gum, which is a powerful thickener.  Frankly, I could have done without the flour altogether, but the resulting burger with onion gravy is good.  I will keep miso in mind as an alternative technique for making a pan gravy for either a burger or a steak.    I'm not sure this is as much a new recipe, however, as it is a thought variation.

    Tofu

    Next up I did try something new.  This recipe is called "Virtuous Vegan Harissa Tofu Bowls".   Let's just call my version "Harissa Tofu" because I neither served it in a bowl or added the grains.  The recipe called for farro, which is not gluten-free; I could have substituted a number of things, but I was quite satisfied with the tofu and broccolini without the added grain.  With the requisite grains, the recipe serves 4; my version without serves 2. The broccolini is parboiled in the same water used to cook the grain.  I suppose if not cooking grains the broccolini could be steamed.  I parboiled the broccolini and saved the water for use in a vegetable soup later in the week.  

     

    The tofu is pressed, then cut in cubes, tossed with a mixture of cornstarch, salt, and garlic powder,  then shallow-fried.  The tofu is then cooked briefly with a mixture of pomegranate molasses and harissa.  At the same time, onion is stir-fried or sautéed with the broccolini until the onion is just charred, at which time the tofu and broccolini were tossed together and served.  The resulting dish was a wonderful combination of flavors — the tofu both crispy and soft, the sauce bright, tart, with a mild heat balanced by the pomegranate molasses and the sweetness of the charred onions and the fresh vegetal flavors of the broccolini.  This combination has been added to my list of tofu recipes I will make again and again.  This is a list that remained stagnant for years, and is suddenly blossoming.  I also like the idea of adding the garlic powder to the cornstarch before frying the tofu, another small improvement in technique which yields big dividends.

     

    Gochunang omelet

    About this time I found myself at the very end of the winter bok choy season.  The last of my crop was beginning to bolt and so there was a quick harvest and a search for new ideas using bok choy.  I remembered that I had seen a recipe for a bok choy omelet I wanted to try, and I found the recipe in Ali Slagle's  I Dream of Dinner.. The recipe is "Bok Choy – Gochujang Omelet".  It is really a rather simple omelet.  The bok choy is mixed with a simple sauce made with gochujang and lime juice.  Slagle doesn't cook her bok choy. I briefly pan sear mine before adding it to the sauce.  I also used more bok-choy to egg than the author recommends, but unless I am trying something unfamiliar, experience and my own preferences tend to lead.  What makes the recipe special is the generous amount of lime zest that is added to the egg mixture before scrambling.  What didn't work for me were the sesame seeds.  The first time I made this I was out.  I sprinkled furikake on top of the omelet for the requisite bit of crunch and loved the result.  The second time I used sesame seeds but didn't think they added anything special to the dish, which also uses toasted sesame oil.  Since then I have left the sesame seeds out and simply sprinkled the final omelet with furikake.  Currently I am using kimchi furikake. And yes, this is my current favorite omelet, I've probably made it at least once a week for the past six weeks.

     

    Then I returned to new riffs on familiar foods.   The Global Pantry Cookbook has a recipe called "Ann's Smoky Pimento Kim Cheese" which is a riff on traditional pimento cheese.  I love pimento cheese.  I grew up eating pimento cheese.  I couldn't buy it when I lived in New York State so I made my own for decades.  I still make my own because I like the basic bare bones pimento cheese I grew up with, which is easy to make — grated sharp cheddar cheese, pimentos, mayonnaise.   I've eaten gussied up versions with cream cheese.  I've eaten all kinds of store-bought versions, but I've only ever purchased one pimento cheese, which was locally made from local cheeses and is no longer available.  Even then I probably purchased it because I could purchase it in smaller quantities than I was likely to make at home. I prefer my simple at-home version to all the others, but if I make it, I will eat it. 

    Cheese

     

    As much as I love pimento cheese, I probably love kimchi just as much.  But it had never occurred to me to combine them, an idea worth exploring.  Pittman and Mowbray start with a fresh red bell pepper, which they smoke before adding it to the kimchi.  I did that once.  It was good, but I don't like it better than the smoky jarred piquillo peppers I usually use in my own pimento cheese (instead of the standard pimientos).  I did however like the addition of the kimchi, and the small amount of grated onion, neither of which had graced my pimento cheese previously.  I don't think I would grate onions every time.  And I won't make pimento kim cheese every time either but I do like it as a regular variation.  I used jarred kimchi, and the results will vary depending on the kimchi used.  Use a kimchi you like.  I liked my first batch better than my second, but I also liked the first jar of kimchi better than the second.  This whole experiment reminds me that I need to start making kimchi again.  I miss my homemade kimchi, which I stopped making when I was going through breast cancer treatment. It really is time for a reboot in the kitchen.

     

    Brie

     

    In the midst of a fridge clean-out, I found just under a half-round of Sequatchie Cove Creamery's Walden, a soft reblochon-style cheese, hiding in a corner of the cheese drawer, and this reminded me that The Global Pantry included a recipe for a baked brie.  Well, I couldn't use a traditional baked brie technique, but I thought I could adapt the recipe somewhat.  I cut the cheese in quarters and placed it in a ramekin around an egg creating a kind of baked-brie/cocotte kind of dish with the egg and cheese and spiced honey topping.    The recipe called for honey, tart cherries, black walnuts and Calabrian chiles, and the entire thing made a perfect, if also somewhat luxurious, repast at the end of an unusually exhausting day. 

     

    Meatloaf

     

    Last but far from least was another reworking of an old classic.  I actually made "Damn Fine Meatloaf with Spicy Onion Glaze" twice, so there was a lot of meatloaf eating at the end of the month.    Pittman and Mowbray update a classic meatloaf mix of beef and pork by adding oyster sauce and soy sauce, and topping the meatloaf with a spicy ketchup/sriracha glaze.  The first time I made it, I did not use the recommended panko breadcrumbs, but instead dried out and crumbled up a piece of leftover homemade cornbread.  The meatloaf mixture was fairly wet, and I wasn't sure if this was the difference between using cornbread instead of breadcrumbs, or due to the fact that gluten-free and gluten breads have different absorption characteristics.  I baked the meatloaf in a bread pan, but even after adequate cooling I had trouble removing slices without the meatloaf crumbling.  If I turned the meatloaf out of the pan as a whole, the delicious glaze was on the bottom, not so desirable, but the texture and flavor of the meatloaf as a whole was wonderful.  The second time I used panko, but made the meatloaf free-form on a cookie sheet and covered with the glaze.  This worked beautifully, but I think I preferred the texture of the meatloaf made with the cornbread.  I am sure I will repeat it.  Whenever I make cornbread, there is usually some left over, and this is a very simple meatloaf which yields big dividends.

     

    None of my April kitchen explorations were particularly adventurous, unusual, or difficult.  I am reminded that there is much I have neglected that I wish to do again, but that is true in all of the things that are important to me in my life.  Rebooting kitchen, sewing, knitting, garden — each is a life-time's task.  Whatever bit I can do is enough.

     

  • I’m Still Here

    I am still here.  And there have been a lot of thoughts flitting through my head, some new, some old. Apparently I am living through a process of settling down into myself.  I know I keep saying that, but I continually surprise myself, and so it bears repeating.

    Peony

    Let's start with a peony.  This is the same peony that I shared at the bottom of my last garden post, just a better picture, taken in the evening, in the "golden hour".  This peony has been thriving, with over 4 dozen blooms.  It lives on the east side of my front yard.  It is the peony whose roots are intermingled with a little lime hydrangea.  I have thought, on several occasions, that the two should be separated, but they seem to be thriving together, and so I leave them be.  All of the peonies are roughly the same age, but this one, cohabiting as it is, seems to be the happiest.  it is the one peony for which I do not have to supply support as it is propped up on those hydrangea branches.  I suspect that it thrives in the early spring sun, before the hydrangea fully leafs out, and the hydrangea protects it from the worst of the summer heat.

    Peony1

    Most of the peony blossoms have been beaten into the ground by now, these photos were all taken last week, before torrential rains, thunderstorms and heavy winds took their toll, but the memory of peony season remain.  The peony above was the last to open,  just before the rains hit, but after a brief pause it is sending out new blossoms now.  What I thought was a fleeting moment has become something different, not just a moment but a trend. 

    Iris1

    I don't really remember the name of any of the peonies I've shown you, but I do have a garden plan, and I do have them marked.  The same will be true for iris varieties in the other pictures I intend to put up in this post.  I could look them all up, but I'm not really sure it matters much.  There are things that do matter, but the name of the flower doesn't particularly affect my enjoyment of it.  Better, I suspect to simply accept the joy that is offered.

    Flag iris

    Things bring me joy as well, but it doesn't really matter if the thing itself has any value outside of my own feelings for it.  As far as I am concerned, it seems I have reached a point where provenance, in and of itself, doesn't matter.  If something has beauty, or function, or is meaningful to me in some way, that is all that matters. That is not to say that I cannot be judgmental, that I don't have my own biases.  I do make judgements. We all make judgements, and very often these judgements are made on incomplete or faulty assumptions.  I know that I sometimes make misjudgments, about things, and about people, mostly because of lack of information, ignorance even.  I can only hope that I am willing to change my mind when faced with additional information if so warranted.

    Iris2

     

    Which brings me to people.  I am human, and I, like every other human, seems to have a default setting, an inbred assumption that the way I see the world is the same way everyone else sees the world.  Of course this is not true.  What seems like common sense to me might be outright foolishness to you, if not downright dangerous.  What I've found is that I don't really care about what anyone else believes, or even whether or not we agree, even on topics that are important to me.  I do not mean that I would disrespect or ignore someone else's beliefs, beliefs are important to who we are. I mean that I don't dislike someone just because they don't believe the same things I do, nor do I assume they are stupid, wrong, evil, or a host of other adjectives. I do care about people who are willing to seek out common ground, who are willing to think about their own beliefs as well as those of others, who are curious, who are willing to say "I don't know".  All I suppose I care about is that we are willing to seek those things we have in common beyond our differences, and see that are differences are a part of ourselves, that we are willing to question, not only others but the very basis of who we are, the very thing makes us human.  That doesn't mean we can always connect, but I like to hope that we can always try.   If you don't want to connect with me, I have realized that I won't dislike you, but I might not make time for you either.   If someone intentionally tries to hurt me or those I love, that is something else altogether.  That doesn't mean I can't strike out when I feel backed into a corner.  That doesn't mean there aren't days when I am more entrenched in my own views than others.  We all have good days and bad days.    I think the best we can hope for is that our good days outweigh our bad days.

    Pot1

    Which brings me to something else that struck me along the way.  The other day I was a part of a conversation about Mahler symphonies.  Several symphonies were discussed and I found the conversation fascinating — the person who loved #3 or #5, the person who liked 7 more than 5.  The person who found 7 difficult.  I would listen to snippets of each in my brain.  And then I was asked which was my favorite Mahler symphony, and I drew a blank.  Not because I didn't know the symphonies, but because right now, I don't have a favorite.  I love them all.  I can imagine them each.  Once upon a time I would have said the ninth, a popular choice that, or the 5th.  I did say I am leaning more toward the late symphonies now than I was when I was younger, which is true.   But I also realized that I no longer really play favorites with music.  Perhaps this is an outgrowth of my project to be less judgmental when listening to music, to just allow myself to experience the moment.  If so it is an unexpected consequence, and yet, ultimately, a rather good one.  I don't need a desert island symphony.  Actually the sea is probably symphony enough.  Whatever I am listening to is enough. 

    Whiterose

    Certainly this hasn't been always true.  I've had favorites, I've held grudges.  But at the moment neither one really plagues me much.  The book I am reading is the book I am reading.  The person I am talking to is enough.  The music that surrounds me in this moment. I wonder how long this will last. Is this a permanent change? or a temporary bubble?

    Chives

    But it struck me, this week in particular, that this is where I am now.  I love the blooming roses as much as the chive blossoms.  I love the new green buds on any tree.  I've long loved all kinds of music, all kinds of books, all kinds of art.  I love the five dollar purse I bought at Target as much as the fancy designer bag George gave me. I suspect whether I love something, or someone, or not depends entirely on my ability to engage with that thing or person on some level.  There are no limits.  

     

    Today I am tired.

    Today I am reading a Daniel Silva novel.

    Today I am listening to Zemlinsky. 

    Tomorrow will be different.  All of it can be good.

  • Poetry, Drama, And Yes, One Novel: March Books

    Still playing catch-up.  These are the books I read in March:

     

    14.     Bless the Daughter Raised by a Voice In Her Head, Warsan Shire (poetry)

    15.     How I Won A Nobel Prize, Julius Taranto (novel)

    16.    The Hidden Lives of Tudor Women, Elizabeth Norton (non-fiction)

    17.     How to Know a Person, David Brooks.  (non-fiction)

    18.     Anon(ymous): A Drama, Naomi Iizuka  (drama)

    19.    Julia Hungry, Hannah Louise Poston (poetry)

     

    Look how nicely balanced and aligned my reading was in March!  I don't believe I noticed this until I typed the list out, just now.  The list aligns as if it were a survey of the various types of books I read, which is interesting.  The list is also interesting because, about half of these books I read fairly quickly.  The  shortest books were the books I spent the most time with, namely the two volumes of poetry.  The two non-fiction books,  at the center of the month, were the quickest reads.  I shall start there.

     

    Both The Hidden Lives of Tudor Women and How to Know A Person were entertaining, easy to read and informative books. Neither book requires an investment of more than a couple (perhaps a few) hours.

     

    I would certainly recommend Norton's book, The Hidden Lives of Tudor Women,  to anyone who doesn't know much about Tudor England, but would like to learn more,  and who is interested in the lives of women.  Norton provides a well-researched survey of what is known about the lives of women, both of the upper and lower classes.  She can be commended for spending time on the lives of the elderly, of servants, and of women who do not often show up in history books.  However, much as I found this a refreshing survey,  I found nothing new here, nothing that I had not already learned from other histories of the Tudor period.  But then, I have long been fascinated by Tudor England, by its history, its politics, its religious struggles, and its literature.      

     

    How to Know A Person, David Brooks' latest book is another easy, and sometimes entertaining, at other times maddening, foray into pop sociology.  Brooks is popular and influential; reading his books, is like placing a finger on a pulse of one part of the social landscape.  But I always find them lightweight, as if the author is willing to run right up to an insight, meeting it face to face on the surface, and then pull back, refusing to delve into anything that might be uncomfortable.  The author's trademark technique of combing research and personal narrative is intended to come across as charming, perhaps even engaging, but I almost always end up finishing the book feeling as if there is no "there" there.  Brooks begins by laying out what is necessary to actually get to know others deeply, and initially the book appears laudable.  He tells of his own struggles in terms of being more open; then he falls back into pattern, breaking people up into narrowly defined categories.  The not-so hidden message is that we know what we are supposed to do, but we are flawed. This is a feel-good book, acknowledging what we know, acknowledging that we struggle, but rather than helping us become more open, it gives us permission to fail.  And maybe that is why we (myself included) read David Brooks, he is a milquetoast for the 21st century.  David Brooks appears to have made a career of being reasonable, of reminding us of things we should know, should do, but not pushing too hard or too far.  Brooks has filled a niche as a spokesperson for an age, a group, a society, that knows it is supposed to believe something, it just hasn't quite figured out what that might be.

     

    Moving out from the center, I read a novel, How I Won A Nobel Prize, by Julius Taranto.    This is an intelligent and ambitious satiric novel which revolves around campus cancel culture and the wider issues that arise in the midst of rapidly changing social mores.  On a spectrum from commercial to literary fiction, I would place it on the literary side of  commercial, blending aspects of the two, perhaps "upmarket", in that there is a lot of metaphor, a lot of insider, east-coast-elite-education references, and yet there is a very definite clearly satisfying and unambiguous ending.  The novel is very metaphor heavy, often deft in its exploration of the failings of both right-wing and left-wing ideologies in terms of cultural accountability and morality.  I often found it laugh out loud funny.  Well written, and very much of the moment.

     

    Anon(ymous) is a play written by Naomi Iizuka. I read the play because it was being performed at the local Clarence Brown Theater.  I have found that I enjoy reading a play before seeing the performance, and sometimes, as I did here, I read the play again after attending the performance.  Reading plays is not like reading novels.  Plays are stories, and you need to read it as if it is telling a story, but unlike a novel, it is incomplete.  The reader must imagine it being acted out, imagine it materializing before their eyes.  Of course seeing a play solves this problem, and this is probably why many people find it easier to see a play than to read it.  I studied a lot of early English Drama in school, plays that are not really performed much today, more's the pity.  I like reading plays and this play was no exception. Anon(ymous) is a powerful play about refugees, about journey, and finding home, based on the Odyssey.  Like Odysseus, Anon left home many years before, his journey is beset by trials and tempests, and eventually he is reunited with family, overcomes suitors that would keep him from family, and triumphs.  The play is filled with characters and situations that directly echo the Odyssey and yet this is a journey for the 21st century.  I distinctly remember thinking that if young people read the Odyssey today in the way this play presents it would hit home so deeply.  It also made me think that perhaps I never considered how the Odyssey itself affected audiences in its own time.  Much to ponder there.  This is a poetic, powerful, and profoundly disturbing play, that really brings home the plight of refugees, but also our own complicity in that plight.   The production was also powerfully realized. I absolutely loved both.  The play reminds me, in terms of its power, and the way it has permanently affected my thinking, of the play Necessary Targets by Eve Ensler, and the novel Exit West, by Mohsin Hamid.  Different, its own story, but one we all need to see and hear.  It also has me wondering about rereading the Odyssey.  What would my 66-year old self see that my 20-year old self did not?

     

    I opened and closed the month with volumes of poetry.  Two slim volumes, both by women, both volumes I have carried around in my purse for much of the month.   Bless the Daughter Raised by a Voice In Her Head by Warsan Shire is a volume of powerful poems about womanhood, trauma, migration, resilience – poems that are striking, inspirational, that worm their way deeply into the conscience.  I love the way the idea of "blessing" runs through the book, no so much as something bestowed upon, or condoned, by God, but as a process of memory and meditation, to bless something, to take it into your heart so that it shapes who you become, alive in the multiplicity that is the world.  

     

    The other volume of poetry Julia Hungry by Hannah Louise Poston is still traveling about in my purse, available to peruse whenever I am stuck waiting in line some place or another.   This slim volume is filled with incredible poetry, rhythmically, almost musically complex, moving, sometimes absurd, sometimes funny, sometimes sad or hopeful.   It has been a long time since a new volume of poetry has struck me so profoundly.   Highly recommended and worth seeking out.

  • Many pictures. Few Words

    I continue to feel over-tired, and over-scheduled.  My ability to function is somewhat on the fritz this morning, so let's just settle for some pretty pictures.  

    Garden1

    Flowers are blooming.  I love the apricot iris, which was an end-of-season bargain-bin find.  It has thrived in this spot and makes me happy every spring. 

     

    Garden3

    Garden clean-up and planting has been continuing.    It feels like a weight is being lifted.  Another section of the wattle fence is down.  Several uprights were damaged in windstorms but it has been five years, so I would be due for retagging regardless.  I am in the queue for repair.    I love the creeping Jenny, which was a self starter (the field of yellow-green seen through the slats of the fence) although I do have to continually cut it off the paving stones.

     

    Garden4

    In fact everything is looking yellow in the evening light. I'm not doing the had work, the digging and planting, but even once the wilds are tamed, I still need to keep the weeds at bay

     

    Garden5

    These flag iris were planted several years ago.

     

    Garden6

    The cranesbill geraniums make me smile all summer long, but in the spring, with the Caesar's brother iris, they are particularly nice.   

     

    Peony3

    An ongoing challenge, but the rewards are great.

     

  • Books: Looking Back to February

    You hammered the iron that lay on your anvil instead of dreaming about working silver.

     

    Continuing from where I left off with my January book post, these are the books I read in February

    6.  A Single Swallow, Ling Zhang.

    7. Erasure, Percival Everett

    8. The Path of Daggers, Robert Jordan

    9. The Giver, A Play, by Eric Cobie

    10. Order of Good Cheer,  Bill Gaston.

    11.  The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake, Aimee Bender.

    12. The Right Sort of Man, Allison Montclair.

    13. The Giver, Lois Lowry.

     

    I have not read a great deal of Chinese Literature, but I have read enough literature in translation to recognize that much of my struggle is related to cultural differences in literary style.  I initially picked up Ling Zhang's A Single Swallow last fall, became bogged down, and put it aside.  Although this attempt was more fruitful, and my headspace was more clear, I continued to struggle until I was well into the novel.  Reading this novel after reading The Vaster Wilds was probably not the best choice, timing-wise, as I found that novel much richer and far more compelling.  But this was good.  

     

    The story basically takes place in two villages in China during the Japanese occupation at the end of World War II.  It is told from the perspective of three men, ghosts really, three men who have agreed to meet again at a certain place, a place where they made a pact, upon their deaths.  As each man arrives, they begin to share their stories.  The stories told here are of the war, and at the center of that, of a particular girl/woman, Ah Yan, also known as Swallow.   The novel is told from the perspective of these three men, two American, one Chinese, but aside from the brutality of the war, the story is also the story of Ah Yan.  We never learn her story directly from her, only from the men's view.  They each believe they love her.  They each see her differently, and none of them really ever bothers to get to know her for who she truly is.  That is both frustrating and also far too realistic.   After all, how many of us truly see others as they are, apart from our own expectations and desires of who we wish them to be. The astute reader does, in fact, get a very complex and well drawn portrait of Ah Yan however, although it takes some patience with the rather clunky conceit and a willingness to piece together the rather scattered pieces of the puzzle.  It was a good novel, not an easy novel, but also a novel I will not forget anytime soon.

     

    I had wanted to read more by Percival Everett since I read The Trees in 2022.  A friend wanted to see the movie, American Fiction, and I admittedly wanted to see it as well, but I wanted to read the novel first.  And so I read Erasure. I'm glad I did.  I loved the novel.   It is hilariously funny and also painfully sad.  Erasure is an incredibly intelligent novel, filled with literary and cultural ephemera, angry and yet also tender.  It feels like the author had too many ideas to corral, and yet despite this, the novel works.  I also liked the movie, which is obviously based on the novel, and yet different, as it would have to be.   I read a review somewhere stating that the protagonist, Thelonius "Monk" Ellison was far more likable in the movie than in the novel, whereas I found the opposite to be true.  From my perspective the Monk of the book is compelling, complex, interesting, understandable, and yes likable, even when he wasn't very likable at all.  Whereas the movie Monk was a too-bright, and yet clueless, man-child.  A more popular trope I suspect.  The movie was brilliant, but I also loved the novel.  I was drawn to its depth and its wit.  I loved it even when if floundered around in too-muchness.  I loved it even as it made me squirm.  It kept bringing the more recent novel by Sheena Patel, I'm a Fan, to mind, a novel I read last summer and which also addresses the issues facing writers who are also people of color.  I need to be reminded that liberal pretentious are all too often just as damning as more conservative tropes.  When these reminders are also wrapped in a brilliant story, the piercing is softer, but the arrow head drives deeper.  I will be reading Erasure again.

     

    Then I moved back into the ongoing Robert Jordan Wheel of Time saga with The Path of Daggers, volume 8 in the series.  It is not the kind of book, or series for that matter, where I dive deeply into the prose, where I am drawn to underlining and copying-out, yet the quote at the top of this post is from this novel:  astute, to the point, apt for much of life.  I do think the writing and the story as a whole grows stronger with each subsequent volume, at least in terms of the themes and complexities of the characters and the world that is portrayed as a whole.  At the same time I was experiencing a bit of series fatigue as I read this volume, so it was perhaps not my favorite.  In many ways I can see why other readers rate this as one of the least interesting of the volumes and although Jordan is a good writer, this novel somehow slightly misses the mark.  It feels transitional, and I think very small shifts, such emphasizing Rand's story more, then setting up the other stories as rippling stories around this story, may have made the novel feel more compelling. Not that I could write a novel, or have taught Robert Jordan anything.   What is good about this novel is that it plays into the idea that the big battle, "the quest",  is only one part of the story, and equally important but often less noted, is the way the process of the quest and the changes in the world affect the growth and development of the characters themselves, some of whom evolve and grow, and some of whom settle more firmly into their hardened shells. I also struggle with Jordan's portrayal of gender dynamics, and I am not alone in this.  There are powerful women in this world, but Jordan's portrayal of this world seems to revolve around a wall between men and women, each blaming the other for everything wrong with the world.   I am however wondering if this is, at least partly, a device used to show the brokenness of this world. If so, it remains clunky.    Given the high level of sophisticated foreshadowing that occurs in these novels, this may be something that reveals itself over time.  Either that, or it is just a weakness in the narrative.  This is not the novel who seek adventure and grand contretemps and yet it is an essential part of the development of the whole.  Anyway, I will be back to the series, but this volume did prompt a short break.

     

    After a series of novels, I needed something short, and so I picked up The Giver: A Play by Eric Coble, based on the novel or the same name by Lois Lowry (which you will notice I also read later in the month).  I read The Giver shortly after it first came out in the mid 1990s, and it has since become something of a classic, frequently showing up in middle school, and perhaps some high school curriculums ever since.  I know quite a few younger adults who read the book in school, and some young people as well, which leads me to think it is still relevant.  Well, the subject matter is relevant, but it is nice to know the book is also read.    I think the book remains important because of its clear delineation of the very fine line between a utopia and a dystopia, and a constant reminder of the dangers that arise even when even good people with good intentions try to control behavior to force a given outcome.   

     

    But back to the play, and the book.  I was initially less impressed with the play than I remember being with the novel.  It got the point across, but I thought it was somewhat simplistic.  Nonetheless I looked forward to the production of the play at the local Clarence Brown Theater.  I am not reviewing that here, but I found it slightly problematic, although quite a few of my younger friends, more recently acquainted with the book, loved it.  I decided to reread the book, which I did.  It is well-written and fairly predictable, but I still think it is a good book for its intended audience, which I am assuming is 12-13 year olds, give or take.  Big philosophical questions are introduced in this story about a profoundly dystopian society that believes itself to be a humane and utopian one, questions that could open up profound discussions about philosophy, human rights, and what it even means to protect children from pain, or the nature of pain, life, and love itself.  The book provides an approachable setting to introduce ideas that have plagued philosophers for centuries, and with which we still struggle.  (In this, and the entire subject of utopia/dystopia, see also Jordan, ongoing).  In this case, as reading matter, I prefer the book to the play.  But that is really not at all surprising if you've been following my thoughts on reading.

     

    Bill Gaston's novel The Order of Good Cheer has been patiently waiting on my bookshelf for some years before I finally picked it up, thinking it would be a good travel book.  And so it was.  The novel alternates between two parallel stories.  One is the eighteenth century story of a winter Samuel de Champlain spent in Nova Scotia battling sickness and scurvy; the second tale is the modern tale of Andy in Prince Rupert, fretting over the return of his lost love.  The prose was beautiful; there are a multitude of contrasts and similarities between the two stories, waiting for the discerning reader, but the author subtly weaves them all together without belaboring the point.  I was particularly taken with Andy's story, the young man who lives far too much in his head, but then I would be, wouldn't I?  An excellent novel, but for me, ephemeral.

     

    I found reading Aimee Bender's The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake to be an emotional roller coaster.  The first section of the book was incredibly sad and difficult, not difficult on an intellectual level, but emotionally.  I did not expect it.  The blurb perhaps made this story seem lighter than I found it.  The book is classified as magical realism, and although I can see that interpretation, I think it is too limiting an idea.  The magical realism provides a metaphoric framework for exploring emotion, empathy, and connection. In this sense, the novel is quite brilliant.  Admittedly my understanding may say more about me than it says about the book.   I see this novel as a deeply felt exploration of love and loneliness, of what it means to be human, about connection, and empathy, and how empathy alone can be just as isolating as the lack of it, about our ability to see and be seen, and our ability to hide from what we fear. 

     

    The novel is the story of Rose Edelstein and her family. The story begins as Rose is approaching her 9th birthday. She is beginning to become aware of the emotional contexts of the world around her, as opposed to as reflections of herself.  She is beginning to empathize and process emotions.  The conceit of the book is that she accomplishes this through food, that the emotions of the people preparing the food become evident to Rose as she tastes the fruits of their labors.  This is very interesting because the device maintains a separation between Rose's inner life, herself, and her experience of the outside world.    This proves very difficult for Rose. She is experiencing and attempting to process emotion she cannot handle or fully understand.  She has no one to help her.  In fact, I would go so far as to say that although she is loved, she is also emotionally neglected.   She is an emotionally oriented child in a family that is not that is landlocked emotionally, a family that do not only not express their own emotions outwardly, but who suppress these same emotions within themselves.  She is constantly told she is too clingy —  read sensitive, emotional needy.  My heart constantly went out to the young Rose, but I can also admit that where I saw neglect, others did not. So perhaps this is open to interpretation.  Or perhaps this is exactly the point, including the various interpretations we,  the readers, take regarding Rose and her family.

     

    Rose is also the younger child in a family who already has an older extra-needs child (on the spectrum?), a boy who is a scientific genius but completely emotionally disconnected, and who shuns and avoids personal contact on most levels.  The father is accomplished, caring, but closed off.  It is eventually revealed that he has shut off some part of himself due to fear.  The mom is something else altogether.  She reminds me of Penny Blair, the mother in Ann Packer's novel The Children's Crusade, although this book was written before Packer's novel, and this book is more deeply literary, more deeply philosophical, and in many ways unbearably sad.   Both mothers are women who are yearning to be filled up, as if they are looking for something outside themselves to validate their existence.   Lane, the mother in this novel,  scares people off with her neediness, her intensity.  Lane's deep and almost desperate hold on her son, her sense that he offers an answer to her own longing, is particularly poignant, given that it shows both a deep connection while at the same time draining her son of energy to be present, and perhaps fueling his need to disappear. 

     

    Rose upset me because of the way she felt disconnected from her family.  She was feeling these emotions she had no way to process, and no emotional guidance.  She had no role models either for healthy family relationships or for friendship.  Much of the novel, from Rose's perspective  at least, is brilliant, told from a deep inner hollowness, the voice of a person who has intentionally hollowed herself out to avoid pain, only to find that this process only creates a shell of a life.  Rose wants connection, wants love, yet she is forced to empty herself because the emotion she possess no foundation in how to process the emotions she takes in.  She does not really begin to discover connection until she is into adulthood.  In the end, Rose does learn to reach out, and I ended up feeling hopeful for her, although the novel is ambiguous at best.  It is also remarkably compelling, not so much like Packer's novel as mentioned above, which is much more accessible in many ways, but  more  reminiscent of the way Harukami Murakami's novel, The Wind Up Bird Chronicle, is also confusing and compelling, constantly pulling the reader forward, seeking resolution.  Like Murakami also, both novels are fabulously written, although otherwise nothing alike.  Highly recommended for those who want to be challenged and engaged, even if that means being somewhat uncomfortable.  

     

    The last novel is The Right Sort of Man by Allison Montclair.  It is a very British cozy mystery set in post-war London, featuring two women who set up a matchmaking service and end up solving a mystery when one of their clients is murdered.  It was a perfectly refreshing bit of fluff and I look forward to exploring this series further.

     

    And so ends February.  More to come.

  • Back? Sewing? Catching Up

    This is a repost (mostly) from Restingmotion.  As usual I don't know what I am doing, and there may be no point to this.  But there may be reasons to keep sewing posts here.  I say this only because I just finished copying knitting posts to purlsandmurmurs, where there is a reason for doing so.    If this ridiculous, I bet your pardon.

    I feel overwhelmed and like I have been frittering my time away, this is not exactly true.

    There has been sewing, mostly simple.

    Crosses

    Two cross covers, one in lenten purple, one in holy week red, for my church.  These were additions to the set of each made last year, to accommodate a new processional cross. 

    Red

    And one simple garment for me, this a chiffon cardigan to wear to an event.  The dress was already in my closet.  The cardigan is red silk chiffon and is a fairly simple garment to make.  I did use a pattern for this, Marfy 3303 which is one of the "free" patterns included with the purchase of the Marfy 2014/2015 annual catalog.  The pattern picture is shown below:

    Marfy 3303

    There are two pattern pieces, two front pieces and two back pieces which are seamed at the center.  You would think they are rectangles, but they are not, part of the genius of the pattern.  Tucks are made at each shoulder, and there is a side seam, but it is in the interior of the cardigan, allowing the edges to float and flutter freely, as if the cardigan were simply a shawl.  The clever cutting and seaming allows this to fit and flow on the body nicely, and also to stay in place when one is dancing.  Always an advantage in my book.

    Baptisms

    I also made six baptismal towels, four in March, for Easter Sunday. 

    Baptism

    And two more two weeks later.    Each towel is made by hand from ecclesiastical weight linen, with hand embroidery and hand hemmed.  The entire process takes me somewhere between 8 to 13 hours, the variation depending mostly on the baby's name.  the  shortest of these took me 8 1/2 hours, and the longest slightly over 12, or somewhat over 70 hours total for the six towels, but less than 80 hours.  I love doing this, and I am sure I could find a faster way, but at the moment this is still a labor of love.

    Ribbon1

    There has been some knitting progress, but nothing has been completed.  I am still working on the ribbon cardigan.  As much as I love both knitting and ironing, I find that this project tests my patience.  I may like to iron but ironing yards upon yards of rayon ribbon flat is tedious at best.  I have just finished ironing the third 100-yard skein of ribbon.  I need to wind it on a spindle, after which I can knit another section of the sweater.  The knitting itself is also slow, fun, but slow.  There have been evenings in the past month where one row of the twisted basketweave stitch is all I can accomplish of an evening.  Of course, the body of this cardigan is being knit in one piece, so the rows are not short.  Sometimes self-justification is all that keeps us going.  I know that I will love this cardigan.  I love the fabric that I am creating.  But it will be a long time before I take on another ribbon sweater.  I will be happy if I have finished this by fall, which is, realistically, as soon as I would wear this sweater anyway.

    Crows1

    Greater progress has been made with "Murder of Crows".  I finished the body of the sweater and have picked up the first sleeve.  This too will be a fall sweater, although there are still early mornings in the garden which would be cool enough to wear this sweater, were it finished.    I really like the way this sweater is turning out and knitting it has reminded me that, as much as I love complicated texture and color work, patterns that require thought, it is also very good to have a simple mindless project on the needles. Pardon the dark photo — an unblocked sweater on a dark background,  taken on a deeply cloudy day.