Friday is surgery day.
Life is on hold; or at least it seems that way. We go through the motions, with occasional eruptions of fear, anger, despair, and yes hope, snuggling, hand-holding, and cuddling.
They say it is a fairly straight-forward thing. And yet it has the potential to change everything. Or do I hope for too much?? He fears, more so than his previous surgeries. I hope, for I fear that the alternative is blackness and loss. He hopes. He wants his life back. He wants to be able to enjoy his time. I fear. I fear it will not be enough. I fear I am hoping for too much.
Hope and Fear locked arm in arm. Friday we hope to break the cycle.
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3 responses to “Friday we hope to break the cycle.”
Oh Mardel, I am hoping for you both. Best, best, best of luck!!
Mardel, I’ve been thinking about you all day and hoping that things have gone well. I remember very well waiting to hear my mother’s results. My very best wishes and hopes that you and George get the very best results.
Lisa
Mardel, I’ve been thinking about you all day and hoping that things have gone well. I remember very well waiting to hear my mother’s results.
My very best wishes and hopes that you and George get the very best results possible.
Lisa