Author: 459856pwpadmin

  • Seeking a Calm and Peaceful Place

    It was one of those days where everyone seems to need somethings, far too many something, and one begins to wish for a hole to crawl into and hide.

    Danishpainting
    I thought fondly back to the current exhibit at the Frances Lehman Loeb Art Gallery  at Vassar College, which I visited this past weekend while I was on campus.

    I was completely unfamiliar with Danish art, and although I must presume that each country and culture has art, I had frankly never thought about Danish art.  It is however a fabulous exhibit and well worth even going out of one’s way to see.  There are no spectacularly great paintings.  I saw nothing of the same caliber as the great French and Dutch painters, and yet, the paintings are beautiful.  Many are neoclassical in style and definitely restrained, but still obviously influenced by trends in the art world, especially impressionism in some of the works. 

    I found the entire exhibit to be calming and relaxing.  Although the paintings were mostly classical in style, they could be any time and any people.  They seemed to hint at complexity and sensuality but behind a reserved warmth.  They kind of reminded me of Brahms in some way.  I felt safe and comfortable looking at that picture, familiar and yet hinting at greater depth. 

    I would have liked to go back today and been enveloped in that warmth, even if only for a few minutes.

  • Shopping

    I have not been sewing, so despite my best intentions I have been shopping:

    Today I bought this cotton knit from Emma One Sock:
    Brownpaisleycottonjersey

    and also this wool jersey:
    Wool_tealjersey

    Isn’t it a great color?

    These will be joining my purchases from a couple of days ago (Monday I think) which Linda is shipping to me today:

    Oscarwool

    I think this is absolutely beautiful.  I had not been checking the Emma One Sock site regularly as I knew I would buy, but eventually my resolve broke down.  How I admire those who do not have the stashing gene.  I wanted enough for a suit and luckily for me there as just enough left for the suit I had envisioned, one piece for the jacket and one for the skirt — obviously it was meant to be.

    I also indulged in two printed Onionskins.  I am still of mixed feelings on onionskin.  When I was younger my purist tendencies would not have allowed for their synthetic nature but I am much more relaxed about that kind of thing now.  I am enjoying playing with the fabric.  Sometimes I am quite successful in my choice of project but I will admit I have had some spectacular failures:  I don’t mind the exploration has been fun.

    Here are the two I purchased:

    Mingonionskin

    Floralonionskin

  • Insider Knowledge and Public “Fog”

    The Mann Booker Prize was announced: John Banville won for The Sea , which I have not read.  In fact I have not read any Banville although I have heard good things.  Interesting.. I will have to seek his works out.  I was hoping for Julian Barnes because I think he writes beautifully even though I haven’t read his newest novel yet, although he has won before and so I suppose this is only fair.  Of course Ishiguro has won before also. 

    I am terribly behind.  There was a time when I would read all the proposed novels before the prize was announced.  I was more devoted and far less scatter-brained then.    This year I have read nothing on the list, although several novels are on my list.  I did read Ian McEwan’s Saturday, which as you know, I liked very much.  I was somewhat disappointed that it was not nominated, almost as disappointed as I was surprised by Zadie Smith.  I haven’t read her new novel either although it too is on my list.  In the past I have thought that her prose can be beautiful but her story lines weak.  Beautiful prose can be a joy but it is not enough.

    Meanwhile, I continue way behind on my reading as well as my blog-reading and internet forums: 

    This article  via Rebecca’s Pocket caught my attention yesterday and is well worth reading.  The way news is reported and what is reported affects us all and requires much greater consideration. 

    I personally was not too concerned about Frist’s insider trading charge only because I don’t tend to worry that much about insider trading.  Yes people abuse the system, yes people make money, extremely large amounts on information that is not general knowledge, but that is the way people and the world work, always have worked, and always will.  I suspect more people are hurt by the secrecy and sneaking around that have to be done because of insider trading legislation than would have been otherwise.  Perhaps I overstate the case. Perhaps I have not considered the issues thoroughly enough.  Perhaps I am overly cynical.

    Decisions have to be made based on something.  Someone always knows something that no one else knows.  Where would our society be today if no one had ever acted on insider knowledge.  Yes there are issues.  Yes there are dangers.  But insider trading, like war, is so deeply tied to the human psyche that I think anyone is deceiving themselves if they believe these things can be eliminated. 

    Still the article is important.  The implications are important.  The connection between Frist and HCA, his voting record on healthcare issues, the entire way the HCA fraud case was handled and settled, these are unsettling precedents for all Americans.  These, combined with the insider trading issues should give us pause. 

    There is no malpractice for news media, for not looking up facts that are not on the surface although such is the case in medicine.  We expect our doctors to do all the research.   We expect them to protect us.  Frist, as a physician, is aware of this, but perhaps as a politician he does not feel the standards need be the same.  We do not seem to expect this from our government.  We do not seem to expect this from our news sources.

  • Fun Reading

    I have been caught up in reading historical fiction the past few weeks, mostly at the gym, as I have been limiting my fiction binges to the exercise bicycle, but even so, I have done little other reading.  I am still working my way slowly through the November Atlantic Monthly for example, even though I have had it over a week. I have been working my way through Mary McCarthy essays at bedtime, but so slowly that I think I have been on the same essay for a week now, after starting off at great speed and reading one or two essays a night.  All things come in waves I suppose.

    The fiction was fun – a good read as opposed to good writing, but every now and then that is all that is necessary, just to involve oneself in a story and get lost for a little while.  I know I tend to get too wrapped up in the stories I read, always have, probably at this point, assuming I am half-way through my life and haven’t yet mended my ways, always will.

    I got too wrapped up in television as a child as well.  I know it worried my parents at times – I would dream about things I saw on tv – and I still have to be careful not to get wrapped up in silly television programs.  To achieve that I tend to avoid them.  I suppose this is a character flaw I inherited from my father who was always more of a dreamer than a doer.  When I was young I wanted to act and I don’t think I was all that bad at it, strange as it may seem, being shy may not have been a hindrance.  I have always found it easier to pretend to be something else than to be myself in front of other people.  I don’t play those games anymore, although I did in my youth, and I got myself in trouble a couple of times with people reading more into the role I was playing than I ever intended.  I suppose that I now come off as more standoffish than anything else, although not intentionally, because I am still not totally comfortable with myself.

    Back to the topic at hand:  I have always had a weakness for historical fiction, especially about the Tudor and Elizabethan periods.  I am sure this colored my choice of 16th and 17th century literature in college even though more recent literature was much more popular. 

    The two novels I have been reading, The Other Bolyn Girl and The Virgin’s Lover, both by Phillipa Gregory have been highly entertaining and have fleshed out characterizations based, at least loosely, on historical fact.  At any rate the stories have been tied in to historical fact enough that they do not seem completely off base, and the story line is strong enough and they are well enough told tales to keep one involved.  They also do not sin too much by indulging in the modern tendency to make historical characters think and act like modern people with our mores and values.  That, it seems to me, has always been the thing people have the most time understanding about history, that people of a different time cannot be judged for not thinking like people of today.

    I have always been able to read popular fiction and enjoy it and still appreciate more literary fiction, although many people I know seem to fall in one camp or the other:  the “popular fiction” crowd and the “literature” crowd.  I have always maintained that an even a mediocre novel is more entertaining than a mediocre television show or movie.   But I am not completely indiscriminate, I can follow a good story line, but if the writing is too terrible I just can’t get through it, and some marginal tales I probably skim more than actually read as the text is not worth savoring.  Still, there have been some popular novels in recent years, and some popular writers, who have completely lost me and I wonder how people read them.  I suppose other think the same of me sometimes.  If this were not the case, probably far fewer books would be sold.

  • Landscape Update

    Garden update:

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    Iris bed, fall planting mostly completed.

    Stonebed1

    The long stone planting bed.  It is not one made from uniform flat stones as most of the stones were used in the original bed (I can see now why it fell down) with supplemental stones gleaned from around the property.  This new bed appears pretty stable if not uniform in appearance.  We will see how it weathers.

  • Absent

    I was absent from blogging while my telephone line was down.  Yes, I am still a part of that backward part of the world where the phone lines are not buried and are subject to wind damage.  I am also not yet a part of the high-speed Internet world, although that is due more to my own laziness;  I must clear enough of the basement from the detritus accumulated by myself and DH, otherwise known as darling-pack-rat, so that some limber and ambitious soul (who I will pay well) can run new wiring through my narrow, rocky, and otherwise unpleasant crawlspace otherwise known as a basement.

    Being one who does not think about things that I can do nothing about, I also neglected to keep any record of my activities during the 5 day on-line moratorium.  Nonetheless, here are a couple of quotes, without comment, that have been on my mind:

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    “Watching the courage of ordinary low-income people as they deal with the aftermath of Katrina and Rita, it is hard to decide which politicians are more contemptible – Democrats who are rediscovering poverty and blaming it on George W. Bush, or Republicans who are rediscovering poverty and claiming that the government can fix it.  Both sides are unwilling to face reality: We haven’t rediscovered poverty, we have rediscovered the underclass; the underclass ha been growing during all the years that people were ignoring it, including the Clinton years; and the programs politicians tout as solutions are a mismatch for the people who constitute the problem.”

            Charles Murray, editorial, WSJ 9/29/2005

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    And further, from the Comment section of the new (November) Atlantic Monthly:

    “Things Left Undone”
    Richard A. Clarke, Atlantic Monthly, November 2005

    “And now we see that our ability to deal with the aftermath of disasters, whatever their cause, has actually regressed since the mid-1990s when FEMA was an independent agency with cabinet status run by competent and nonpartisan personnel.”

    And further down:

    “People concerned about readiness on the home front have taken to comparing the cost of specific projects to the “burn rate” of spending on the war, as in this analysis published in Mother Jones: security upgrades for all subway and commuter-rail systems, or twenty days in Iraq; security upgrades for 361 US ports, or four days in Iraq; explosives screening for all US passenger-airline baggage, or ten days in Iraq.”

    In conclusions:

    “Many Americans are familiar with a prayer of confession, perhaps learned in childhood, that includes the line “We have left undone those things which we ought to have done: and concludes “Have mercy upon us”.  It is time we admit we have left things undone, and set about doing them.”

    All in keeping with my own drivel from previous posts.

  • The telephone line has been out of service for 5 days.  It was restored today about 4 PM.  I immediately got on-line and started to catch up, to no avail.  The back-log is too great.  I suppose that this should only encourage me to move forward with my plans for a high-speed cable modem, but the basement clean-out which must precede the rewiring of the basement is enough incentive to let it slide a little longer.

    Meanwhile, I will get caught up, hopefully, just in time to fall behind again this weekend when I must be at a conference.

    Tonight was knitting night.  No computing or sewing here. 

    Meanwhile, while the phone was down I was busy;  I was not busy thinking about what I would do if I had phone service and a computer connection.  I actually thought about the computer very little.  I have long had a great capacity for ignoring things I don’t like or can’t change.

    The Bernina and the Elna were fired up this week in practical activities rather than creative endeavors.  A front ripped through on Thursday on the same wind that frizzled my telephone line into non-functioning status.  I finally was motivated to switch the closet to fall mode.  The sewing room has been packed with clothes in need of mending or alteration and I have been busy: taking in, letting out, and mildly altering the shape of many things.  The results are gratifying but not photographically interesting. 

    I also started to realize that some of the fabrics that were put aside as transitional sewing have now missed the starting bell and will not be used until next spring.  They are awaiting the opportunity to move into out-of-season storage.  Of course as soon as I get the fall clothes out, move the summer clothes to the darker reaches of the closet, and start to think of wools and fall fabrics, the temperatures shift again and we are back to having days in the mid to upper 80s.  I think Autumn is just a big tease.

  • daily accounting

    What have I done today? Sometimes I don’t remember and I wonder what I did all day and why nothing got done on the big projects: All in all it was a typical day for a housewife and part-time office manager, and I am happy with what was accomplished.  I really have no complaints about my life but I harbor suspicions that I could get a lot more done if I tried harder.

    We got up a little early this morning at 6:30. I was very draggy this morning and moving slowly.
    Made Breakfast, cleaned up the kitchen, made bed.
    Put away yesterday’s handwash.  Washed pantyhose followed by a silk sweater. 

    Added water to the pool for one hour.   Swept deck and front walk.

    Cleaned all 3 bathrooms including thoroughly cleaning out vanity and cosmetic cabinets in yellow bathroom.  Master bathroom only required a few grungy spots and areas that George tends to miss on Mondays.

    Washed outside of Stove Vent

    Washed towels and bath mats.

    Ordered yoghurt from Old Chatham Sheepherding Company.
    Called Shirley Cunningham and had nice discussion about her fitting system and ordered first part of fitting program and a couple of books.
    Post to Purls and Murmurs

    By that time it was 11:00 and time for me to get dressed and ready for the day.
    Attempted to call Mom, left message.                   
    Read Times Literary Supplement of 9/23/2005

    12:30 left house:
        manicure at Polished
        Mother Earth’s for gluten-free groceries
        PetCo for a fresh water circulating dish for Tabasco, and cat clippers.
        Sew N Vac to pick up the scissors that were mended.
        Post Office for mail

    Home at 3:00
    Talk to Mom
    Office billing, payroll and miscellaneous accounting and bookkeeping work

    6:00 Feed Tabasco and assemble new “fresh flow” water bowl.  Tabasco accepts flowing water immediately and rejects bowl of standing water.

    Knit until George comes home. 

    George comes home at 7:30.  Talk. 
    Cook dinner: approximately 30 minutes:
        Breaded Veal Cutlets
        Fresh Tomato wedges
        Buckwheat spaetzle with garlic
        peas with Shiitake mushrooms

    Plan menu for next week.
    Make grocery list.
    Finish knitting last sleeve of Posh. 

    Place order with Professional Cutlery Direct.  Computer is slow .  I order replacement utensils but forget to order roasting pan I wanted.  It will keep.

    Continue reading “A Bolt from the Blue and Other Essays” by Mary McCarthy

    Lights out at about 12 Midnight.

  • Caftan #2

    Well, the second caftan is finished.  As I suspected it is not as blatantly elegant as the first, but that large graphic print did wonders.  I still like this one though.

    Caftans9

    This fabric is also from Emma One Sock and is a cotton/lycra knit.  It is much heavier than the first knit, still quite drapey but with a substantial feel to it.  It therefore hugs the body much more closely on wearing. 

    I cut the sleeves narrower on this caftan, tapering out about 2 inches at the wrist leaving the shoulders and the basic shape of the garment the same.  These fit much more closely around the wrist and I like this much better.

    I also did a double row of twin needle stitching around the hem as I felt this garment needed a much weightier hem than the first one.  I really like the way it turned out and the skirt has a nice drape and swing when I walk.

    Caftansa10

  • George Tsontakis piano quartet

    Walking through the kitchen, I caught the light behind the orchid, lighting the blossom so beautifully:

    Orchid2

    I have not been writing about the South Mountain Concerts performances we have been attending every Sunday.  I feel I have no constructive or interesting criticism or insights, just mindless adoring blather about how much I have enjoyed the concerts and the musicians.  Needless to say September Sundays are a joy that I look forward to throughout the year.

    This Sunday however was entirely special.  The piano quartet, Opus One, was spectacular the performances of the Mozart Quartet in G minor and the Schubert Trout Quintet were both wonderful.  But these were not the high points of a spectacular performance, which came in the middle of the concert with the performance of the “Piano Quartet No. 3" by George Tsontakis.  This piece absolutely blew me away.  It was an intense piece, densely packed with themes and musical ideas, yet there was a flow and a sequence to it that the mind could follow and retain.  The ear could follow the progression of the music and almost anticipate what might come next, or at least be prepared for what might come.  There were melodic vignettes and moments that stayed in the mind, to be hummed or relived later, something that cannot always be said of some modern composers.  I was entranced.  The piece was a times fierce, perhaps barren (as the first movement is titled), despairing, desolate, uplifting, tender, heart-rending, sweet and disconsolate.  I was literally at the edge of my seat.

    I am not the most sophisticated listener of music and I have never heard pieces by Tsontakis before.  You can be sure I will seek out his music in the future as this is something that absolutely need in my life.  I think it is rare that I have heard music that has really touched me so deeply and profoundly.  I must admit that my heart was all aflutter for some time afterwards and I babbled like a giddy schoolgirl.

    It struck me that we often discuss modern music and how the ear might need to listen to something new a few times before it begins to appreciate the quality of what is being heard.  I have subscribed to this theory as well, sometimes giving things more than an adequate chance to worm their way into my affections.  Perhaps the ho-hum is simply that, ho-hum, and the great is there waiting to strike you if only you are willing to listen.