Do you recall that I mentioned that I went to Colorful Stitches with certain projects in mind? And that I did not find what I was looking for? Granted I found something pretty wonderful, but what, pray tell, was I seeking?
Well I was seeking a fall project inspired by the new fall Interweave Knits, which had just arrived in mail box that very morning. I had just come to the conclusion that I was not really going to start a new summer project, in the hopes that summer will be done before I wear it much anyway, and I needed a fairly simple project that could be knitted at knitting group without major pattern mishaps, so I was looking for something simple.
The first thing that came to mind was the cover sweater on the new Interweave Knits even though it is knit in alpaca which means I won’t be wearing it for some time, and quite frankly alpaca sounds terrible to knit with in the current 100 degree heat.
I love the sweater and its wide neckline. I really just has to hang well off the shoulders and then hang gracefully. In this instance it is good that it is not particularly fitted because it means I will probably knit it and still be able to wear it, another important consideration because I have finally made a commitment to some lifestyle changes over here.
More exactly I have admitted to myself that I am much too heavy and need to lose weight. Now anyone who has looked at photos on my blog will probably say to themselves “of course.” But I managed to deny that fact for a long time as I let the weight build up. You see, for most of my early adult life, certainly through my 20’s and 30’s, I was a thin person and putting on weight was not really issue because it just came off again. I had more trouble keeping weight on than taking it off, and I had no trouble maintaining that size 6 average on my 5’9" frame. The problem is that I have continued to think of myself as a thin person despite all evidence to the contrary, and so it finally came as a surprise when I noticed that I was not just a little heavier, but was in fact, chubby.
Now I don’t really think I will ever become that size 6 person again, and I am not sure I really want to be that person, but I still need to loose 50 pounds. Well, more exactly since I have now lost 13 pounds, I need to lose 40 more. I will accept another 30, but 40 is the goal. And I am determined to stick with it, despite occasional lapses and over-indulgences.
And herein lies the problem. Knitting takes time and a lot of effort goes into each project. I don’t want to knit something that is not going to fit when I am done with it. At the same time it seems somewhat arrogant to knit something too small, I don’t want to tempt fate that much (or does this really just mean I am afraid of failing). So I decided not to knit another summer sweater even though there are several I wanted to knit, including this one:

MAGGIE from RYC Classic Beach
which had been scheduled to be the next project on the needles upon the completion of Otto. But it is unlikely that I will wear this sweater much this year and I do not intend to be the same size next summer.
Enter the fall Interweave and my hopes of knitting Equinox. I have yarns in the right gauge, but not with the right fuzziness that the Inca Alpaca has, and part of what I like about this sweater is that bit of soft blurring caused by the fuzz factor in the yarn.
There are, of course, several other sweaters in this issue I want to knit. In fact, to my mind this is a rather promising issue.
I love both Coral Crossing and Gatsby Girl and don’t see them as being so similar that I wouldn’t want both.

Now although my waist has returned, it is not quite where I would like it to be in those sweaters. They will have to joint the ever expanding list.
I also love Weekend by Veronik Avery; it is precisely the kind of classic pullover that I love to wear, but once again it is fitted. And I want it to fit me the other me, the one that has been hiding, but is determined to get out. I knitted one of Veronik Avery’s sweaters years ago, and people have told me they are difficult or something, but I don’t remember that. It may have been but I tend to just get going and work my way through any problems or errors I find and then forget about them, lost in my own little knitting world. I am not one to get easily frustrated with a sweater unless I just don’t like the knitted fabric itself.
The Wanderlust Hoodie is also high on my list, but then I have long been partial to Shirley Paden’s patterns even they are almost always too short and need pattern revision. I have always just assumed that the designer is a much shorter person than I, and that she designs her sweaters accordingly. This sweater particularly seems like the kind of thing to wear walking around the Vanderbilt Estate on a crisp cool day, or perhaps up at Mohonk Mountain house. It seems like the perfect Hudson Valley kind of sweater, but again it is a little more fitted, and it is in a bulky yarn. Even though Aurora Bulky is a squishy yarn, I would rather squish it around a smaller me and this sweater is a lot of work to have to do over.
The other two sweaters I like, Sienna and Supernova were possible, but they both need more work for me to wear them.

Supernova reminds me of the sweaters in Knitting Nature, which I love. And I love the yoke on this sweater too. I would add a little more shaping to the body and that is really an easy enough thing to do. But I would want to find a yarn very similar to the stated yarn or I would fear problems with that yoke.
Sienna has promise as a basic cardigan. I like that it has just a touch of pattern running up the front along the band. I dislike the collar. I really seem to have a thing about small shawl collars and I would have to devise something different before I would wear this sweater. At this point I could knit and wear the sweater, but I did not want to do the work involved even in changing the collar.
But then who knows how much work the Mermaid will be. It is a jacket so although it is shaped, I do not want all too close to the body. But there are no diagrams, at least none with dimensions noted, so I am going to have to read the instructions and do the math before I get too far along.
But Mermaid, I think, was meant to be.